I'm a Heartless Bitch because I can't
stand Whiners. I kill whiners. I get
this ice layer all over me when someone
starts whining over being the victim of
their own stupidity ESPECIALLY WHEN
THEY MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES OVER AND
OVER!... Look, women need men and men
need women and all human beings need
love - what we don't need are predatory
assholes more self-involved with BEING
loved than LOVING! I hate
ulterior/conditional giving and loving
- it's so damned obvious! For instance
I INSIST on paying for my own meal on a
date because I am in control and will
owe him NOTHING! This is even with men
I LIKE! So much the better to keep the
reasons for touching and being together
clear - because I WANT to. My sister
set me up the other night, (unbeknownst
to me and she will never do THAT again,
I can assure you!) with this
unbelievably handsome man. The moment
she started to describe his physical
attributes to me in the car on our way
to meet him my guard went up!
Gorgeous?? Fuck that! YUCK! And I
was right! He was the Lion King of the
beer brewery where we met him; you
noticed him right off when you walked
in. After five minutes with this guy I
knew I could beat the mental shit out
of him. When it became obvious to him
that I was only being friendly and not
pinching my nipples constantly through
my blouse to keep his attention he
started flirting with another woman in
the group who was 30, had been married
4 times and had several kids (Excuse
me, HELLO!? Can we buy a clue
here????). And she flirted back -
eventually they had both slammed down
enough Kamikazes to convince themselves
that anything they did from then on was
due to their inebriation and not their
fault (of course), so they could fuck like
bunnies in the men's room and not be
held responsible later for their
actions. THESE ARE THE KINDS OF PEOPLE
WHO MAKE ME A Heartless Bitch!!!
I KNOW that there are good men out there
and good women, it's just unfortunate
that you have to wade through masses
and masses of idiots to find them.
Oftentimes people who are already close
to me can suddenly start exhibiting
amazing powers of Egocentrizing brought
on by some emotional change in their
life, and they get pissed at me when I
take the side of Right over Wrong of
the ISSUE at hand, instead of just
blindingly defending their side.
Listen... if I start acting like a self-absorbed jerk off I want my friends to
TELL me and to support me in finding my
way back to my objectivity. I have
temporarily lost friends over this, and
I will not hesitate to say that have
mostly been young male friends. Oh
well, life's a bitch, baby. Grow the
hell up and practice the Golden Rule
once in awhile. This is how we LEARN,
boys and girls, unfortunately some of
us just keep running into the same
problems because we want everyone to
ACCEPT US JUST THE WAY WE ARE - which
means we don't have to learn and
grow!!!! Selfish, self-absorbed,
unrealistic, and full of the feeling of
ENTITLEMENT!
"I am owed love because I
am cute."
"I am owed love because I
have fake breasts"
"I am owed love
because I make lots of money."
or WORSE
"I am owed 'love' (meaning SEX) because
I really know what to say to a woman to
turn her on,"
"I am owed love (meaning
SEX) because I paid for everything
tonight"
"I am owed love (meaning SEX)
because this is the third date and I'm
getting bored."
Anyway - despite my Heartless Bitch
attitude I am a willing ear for anyone
who is interested in SOLUTIONS not just
in whining. I am not perfect, I am
ALWAYS learning. I love very strongly
but that does not mean that I put up
with someone's constant self-grandizing
bullshit at the expense of others.
Yes! I want to read more from Real Life Heartless Bitches
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